16/2
到宿舍已经是五点出了，钥匙也来不及拿，还好室友早已经在那儿了，在她协助下我完成打扫房间和摆设物品，现在我的位子大了，开心^^
Its already 5pm when I reach hostel,no more office hour, but luckily my roommate reach
edy! She lend me her helping hands to tidy up and clean my place, now my place
seems wider, happy for it^^ So thankful to have roommate who help up when I need
helps^^
明天第一天上课，求主带领一切顺心，不顺心的话就赐聪明智慧^^,再不行就让我依靠神，将一切交托^^
My very first day of new semester life, may God lead me go
through everything, the difficulties I will face, granted me wisdom to solve
them. I will rely on God, having a stable devotional time everyday, to be more
close to God.
Week 2过到一半， blur掉，要干了><
整天累累的样子，唉。。。
我敞开后反而大家都怕我的说， 怎么一回事啊??
难道是我的激动发言吓倒大家了？
Week 2 was a tiring week for me, maybe I am too stress:
studies, activity etc. I looked like zombie in everyone’s eyes. This week I said
out the feelings from the bottom of my heart until I crying out in front of
cell group members. Everybody also seems like scared by my reaction. I am very
sorry coz I lost control of myself. Long time didn’t cry edy><
三月份的第一天
我发觉我比以前更会处理事情，也许经验让我老练许多吧（还不算老练啦），人与人之间的相处，我更会拿捏，也不会勉强更不会表现虚伪，我听了那友人的一番话后决定做最真的自己。
1st day in March
I realized that day by day I could handled many things in good
way. Experience turns me a more practical person, tat’s good. I also very
surprised that my social relationships among ppl had become better now. At least
now I no more fears to talk to strangers or international students (English
speaking). Now I have more interactions among my couesemates as well!^^ I became dare to try out new things. Here I reminded one of my
friend who told me that we must be a trustworthy
person, with not telling fake things and lies, just be ourselves, tat’s our true color.
还记得上学期因为带领小组有些许的压力，毕竟第一次带小组，而且自己本身灵命还不是很稳定，是看到有需要，加上诗咏问起我才答应 。带领到一个地步，虽然有partner但是还是觉得自己没有贡献什么（除了时间），后来我祷告，上帝让我明白原来我带组带到很勉强，很硬撑。。。
I recall back about last semester I felt stressed in leading
a cell group in my Christian Fellowship (in my uni). It was my very first time
leading a cell group, with no experience,not even know what was the portfolios of
being cell group leader.. As it was
because last time I saw the needs in MCG, so I agreed to became a cell group
leader when ask by Elaine. After became a cell group leader, sometimes I felt
that I didn’t contribute anything to cell group (except time). That time it was a very
hard time for me, I feel tired and helpless. I prayed, God answered my prayer,
after all I only knew that I was actually forcing myself to lead a cell group,
that’s not the will from God, God sisnt want me to be like this. Instead, God wants me to serve ppl with a willing
heart, not forcing one.
后来我在最后一次的小组想组员们说明我本身的不足，还有我的想法，及上帝怎么跟我说话。 我渐渐的发觉我敞开后我比较融入了。带小组的时候也不会害怕自己的不足之类的，因为我虽不足，但是至少我是真心的要服事，希望能和小组组员们一起在灵命不断的成长，主与你们同在=）
I decided to say out my feelings to my cg members about my
weakness, my thought for cg and also how God answered my prayer. I felt that
after I admitted i am stubborn, God opens my eyes and let me see different things.
I finally understood that serving God is based on a willing heart but not our
talents! (Last time I used to have this thought) I found out that with a
willing heart(yup, I have a willing heart now^^). Here I hoped that I can grow
spiritually together with my cg members, and also, my friends around me. God is
with you!^^
其实我在今年设了许多的目标，记录在我的记事本里。能不能达成就看我有多坚持。加油
I had set many goals for this year ,i wrote it down in my note nooks. In order to
achieved them, I must be perseverance~ Gambadae~
还蛮开心的，得到中国朋友的赞赏，其实我的挥春作品近看真的没什么的，有很多瑕疵XD 可能远远看（远远拍），相机也帮我周围光线也拍进去了，在光线的补助下，所以我的春联看起来比较美XD
I joined calligraphy competition organised by KTP( Malam
Gong Xi), I posted up my masterpieces to facebook, I was shoooo happy that there
is a China friend(who came UPM, Malaysia for IASS) said that my masterpieces is very
nice^^ Is that because of the lighting setting of my camera that boost up and enlighten my
masterpieces?XD
这个学期因为课程表比较pack，所以我很难遇到那日本男生阿，只有星期一了，接近两点才会遇到，就是我吃完饭回去，如果刚好遇到的话。。 看来很难跟他交流的说>< 其实透过网络交流就好了，本身闷骚不懂扯话题的说XD，担心等下见到面又是一阵尴尬。偶尔让他知道我的存在就好了XD
This semester’s timetable was really pack, so I seldom meet
that Japanese guy in my faculty(don’t misunderstand lar, I just want to be
a friend^^). So hard to talk to him as every Monday I leave faculty heading back
to Serumpun for lunch, he was just arrived faculty for lectures; and after having my
lunch, that was the time he leave faculty pulak>< How to have interaction time with
him? Plus plus, I also feel shy to talk to him actually,haha(cozI am a girl
lah,a shy girl><). I admit that i m not a talkative one, so…maybe through online
was the best channel for me to interact with him lar,ahahaha.
16/3
好久没进来踩这儿了，今天跟一帮韩国学生去教会，其实有一些些交流啦，不过我发觉我没有Vivian那么热情，我也想热情可是我害羞，不敢的说><
希望会再有见面的机会吧！^^
Today I went to church with a bunch of new meet Korean
friends. They are friendly, just… I am shy>< hope to meet them
again,hehehe
唉唉我错过哆拉A梦一百个道具展><
So regret and sad now, miss up Doraemon’s 100 gadgets
exhibition><
27/3
我很surprice,原来Keiji记得我的，哈哈，在巴士上碰到，而且还只是我和他是乘客XD
他主动和我打招呼还有聊天，觉得这男生还挺不错的，只是语言有些不通的说。如果他知道我每天stalk他不知道他会有什么反应，lolll，他是日本男生当中比较好看的，英语能力也比较好的。他喜欢时事动态，Vicky说这种男生稳重，靠得住，不过可惜他是外国人><
Today, I was surprised that Keiji knew me!! I thought he maybe didn’t recognised me although I comment on his blog posts. **I didn’t put photo during put my comments to his posts, plus my profile pic on fb is no face one. We
just met once in a faculty event last semester,"run agri run" only,tat time I even ask Linda’s help
to took photo with him because I am JUST TOO SHY**I have to settled letter things for coming Chinese orchestra camp,if not due to this, I will not
went to astaka seni, not even take agrobio bus went back hostel after that, and…I
finally meet Keiji,haha. I tell you that moment actually I quite 狼狈+气喘afteer running from astaka seni to putra food curt，very
hasugashii >< Actually He is very friendly, not as cool as I think,haha.
He greets me with a warm smiles and we start chit-chat. Loll, He was a cute
guy I think, but how come the things he tweets in twitter not suite his
cuteness appearance one? He must be very concern about the social issues,
economics and etc. Indeed a very depth and mature person. I must learn from him.^^
To be continued
